Wednesday, November 4, 2009

My eyelids are cold.

My friend says she didn't want to do a lot with skit this year because she doesn't like getting that sweaty late at night. I think I could say the same about the cold. I've been inside close to an hour and my thighs are still like ice.

I'm still technically a day behind. But honestly with cornhuskin' life is basically having trouble keeping up with the time.

I know my body is going to shut down on Saturday. I feel it coming. Dun, Dun, Dunnn.
None the less today was a good day. Caught up on a lot of SGA work, made some progress on my thesis (not a lot, but at this point every bit is a lot), joined my class at can art. Alas, I had to be all presidential because I was leaving from there for a dinner.

I will now take a moment to vent, if you would like to ignore the venting please skip down to the next paragraph, for it will be much more pleasant. So, I love the class of 2010. Like a lot. A lot more than I ever could have imagined on that hot move-in day in August. But sometimes I can't help but feel like they thing I'm useless, or a bitch or something along those negative lines. And part of that has to do with my standoffish demeanor, but I've made a lot of effort to be more welcoming in my presence. I say all this because at can art while I was standing on the side observing and cheering on my class, I couldn't help but feel like I was getting dirty looks because I wasn't helping more. Now I'm trying to be rational about it. I mean it was the heat of the moment, it is timed after all. But at the same time it's like they believe I don't want to help, like I'm above that. Which, in case you were wondering, NOT TRUE. I was in heels and dress (with a slit!) I would not have been much help. There are little things I can do, for example I held Louisa's camera, then ran to get cans out of the car. If I didn't care I wouldn't even do those things. I mean even in my laziness, I go big or I go home. Ah who knows, I'm probably more paranoid than anything.

I want to write more, but I'm very tired. I will save it for later today when I hopefully get around to posting again.

Today, I am thankful for sassy Meredith alums, GPS systems and the encouragement from a professor when you didn't really expect it. and sleep. I will now be thankful for sleep.

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